Depressed

hello, i was damn depressed for the past two months. Why? because i solo show was canceled by MR. money-minded-president.i invited all my fans to watch my performance on the day. He made me so embarrassed while my fans kept on asking me about it. I had got no choice, told them i wanted to give chance to the newbies. It makes me sound so generous, but i was crying under my pillow on that night. #$%#$%^$%&%^&%#@$% i hate the embarrassment , i hate the world, i hate you! MR. MMP. Sorry my fans. I will not give up, i will work even harder. I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU! die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die